Friday, December 7, 2012

Futile Living


Good job
big home
white fence
hot rod
more cash
brand names
nice clothes
fly wife
hot sex
late nights
ball hard
no brakes
all gas
burn out
life gone
now what
does it profit a man
to gain the world &
lose his soul
bcuz truth be told
all that glitters 
ain't gold &
when the road 
runs out the end
can be awful cold
like UMaine 
linebackers
in Killa City
with no pity
for life
living trife  
spilling light 
with multiple shots
to the temple slug
then to the dome
that's bcuz in Babylon
nobody's home 
as everyone Rome's
for more bread at 
the circus with no
purpose but to worship
vanity 6 days a week &
they find what they seek 
then grind until they reach 
the line that keeps 
the mind breached 
like babies born feet first
in other words 
ass backwards 
like a curse which reversed
the blessing intended
which is why the world
is stressing and so demented 
yet unable to learn 
from its lessons &
remains unrepentant 
of its ways
lost in the haze of futile living 
desensitized to death
but brutal in giving flesh
gratification from pupil 
chilling sights to obama's
nation of same sexual relations
see these are hardcore statements
of fact which most lack in discussion
bcuz most conversations are based
in stimulation from sexual penetration
which is disgusting when considering
how the soul is encrusting in disease
from lusting merely to please an urge
rushing to its demise when what it 
needs to rise is the Word of Life
to observe what's right as what's left
is of the most crucial ridding
for this is the only solution
to the problems we face
from all of our
futile living

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Haiku: Hip Hop Zombies



Too many zombies
In the game and not enough
Consciousness; hip hop

Is not the same, it's
Like it's all incontinent
With no self control.

Wake up young world, we
Need you to raise the bar, know
You'll never shine from

Rocking bling, because
You were meant to be a star.
Not like Hollywood

Or those who play sports,
As you were called to lead the
World back to its course

Of life. The source is
Light but we're in the dark from
All these bubble gum

Wrappers who cover
Junk and garbage that's being
Consumed by minds blind

To the trappers that's
Behind the scenes with eyes all green
Selling dreams to teens

Unaware of schemes
The industry machine runs
On those without means;

And now like fiends for
Crack, most heads want tracks that lack
Substance but got 'em

High as a kite like
That white powder cooked to rocks
Which shocks the system

And blocks the wisdom
So now we got all kinds of 
Heads locked in prison

Following these fake
Studio gangsters on the
Mic spittin poison

To the boys and girls
In the hood who can't tell the
Difference between truth

And fantasy. That's 
Why I can't stand to see all
These suckas spittin

Genocide lyrics
On labels programming the
Hood for destruction...

Haiku: Making Amends


I now realize
That I tried to kill myself
While living a lie,

Seeking pleasure at
The expense of defiling
Myself and women

Who were complicit
To the self inflicted wounds
We carved in our souls.

Substance abuse and
Fornication were the choice
Instruments of self

Destruction; consumed
By both like a cess pool drain,
I tried to hide the

Pain, but it was plain
To see by any who was 
In tune with spirit

Matters, because mine
Was empty and near complete
Possession. It was

As if transgression
Was the lifestyle of choice for
Me. Too blind to see

The light within, sin
Prevented me from being
Able to transcend

And go beyond the
Veil of skin that cloaks what lies
In the hearts of men

That reconnects souls
To their original state
And makes them a whole

Again. So now the 
Healing process begins and
I shall make amends...

Haiku: Roots In Heaven


My quest for truth has
Brought me to this present place
Of trusting Torah

Above all other 
Tenets. With it I have gained
Great insight into

Matters which before
I had no clue as to their
Intrinsic nature,

Most namely my own.
Spiritually I have grown
Leaps and bounds from where

I once stood, on sand
Unsupported by any
Sound principles which

Explained my errant
Ways. But now I am no more
Enslaved to my lusts,

All because I trust in
Something greater than myself
That has the power

To elevate me
Beyond mortality and
Corruption of flesh.

So with each breath I
Breathe, my understanding of
How to please my King

And Father grows more
Deep like the roots to the tree
Of life in heaven.

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Haiku: Becoming Who I Am



I would if I could
But I can't as I'm not the
Man I used to be;

I will what I must
And do as I'm commanded
As truth sets me free.

I've fallen and lied
All because of pride knowing
It would lead to that;

But I've risen and
Stood on the rock carrying
Wood which brought me back

From the depths that I've
Been when I wallowed in sin
Satisfying lust

All because I could.
But I've learned from my past and
Made up my mind so

At last I can be
Who the Most High called me to
Be. A son of light!

Monday, December 3, 2012

Haiku: Fade To The Righteous

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The wicked shall soon
Fade away into utter
Forgetfulness and

Be no more like grass
That sprouts for a brief season,
Then withers in due

Time. It is written
That what shall be is what once
Was, and it will come

Back to its essence.
For there are lessons meant to
Instruct the simple

And turn them from the
Path that leads to death; still some
Heed not the message

That daily speaks truth
To their conscience which we all
Have placed in our hearts.

How the evil prey
On the innocent is as
A beast hunting weak

And wounded creatures
To fill their belly with the 
Spoils of the kill.

Yet humanity
Is not subject to the laws
Of the jungle, for

We who are made in
The image and likeness of
Our Maker have been

Called to live greater
Than the beasts of the field and
The fowls of the air.

But still our nature
Despairs of its innate state
Of being, being that 

Most refuse to draw
Close to the Host of all flesh
And spirits. Hear this

And know that we all
Have a choice, as what we choose
Comes from a voice found

Within. For men are 
The sum totality of
Experiences,

And life is to be 
Lived in the knowledge of light,
Not in ignorance.

Therefore, that which fades
Was never meant to be, while
Only that which is

Eternal is in 
Truth reality. Righteous
Souls overcome death.