I now realize
That I tried to kill myself
While living a lie,
Seeking pleasure at
The expense of defiling
Myself and women
Who were complicit
To the self inflicted wounds
We carved in our souls.
Substance abuse and
Fornication were the choice
Instruments of self
Destruction; consumed
By both like a cess pool drain,
I tried to hide the
Pain, but it was plain
To see by any who was
In tune with spirit
Matters, because mine
Was empty and near complete
Possession. It was
As if transgression
Was the lifestyle of choice for
Me. Too blind to see
The light within, sin
Prevented me from being
Able to transcend
And go beyond the
Veil of skin that cloaks what lies
In the hearts of men
That reconnects souls
To their original state
And makes them a whole
Again. So now the
Healing process begins and
I shall make amends...
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